Ok, the only reason I was quiet for the last weeks… I was in a possible relationship. This is possibly the 1st time I am writing a very personal piece of my life in this site. Though things did not turn out as I though it might have been, it was friends around me that kept me safe and sound..
He was a good man, with kind soul deep within, has great dreams and great potentials to achieve thee… but disappointments and failures in life over the last 5-6 years have created a very hurting soul… he made certain decisions and living a life currently that is not aligned to what he wants ultimately. In his hurting soul, he built a wall so high that he pushes people away with his quick anger, hurting words and heart that forgets how to forgive… Few dares approach him and one was yours truly who might have be naive, like challenges and blinded by love allowed herself into it.
Truth reviews and walking away is the only option… it was devastating, it was very hurtful… and it is really painful to see a good man with great potentials to be his best, chose a life that leads otherwise now…
As such, the last few days I have been through one of the most vulnerable part of my life… It is at this times few friends who stayed strong for me and believed in me which put me back to my feet quickly… Friends who shown sincere concern and provided their views. Most of all, friends who love me dearly, and choose to stay with me despite many a times they were disappointed by me before… they allowed me walk down the valley of tears and pull me up again… friends who kept me focus on my goals and encourage me to take effective action to move on.. friends who called and messaged to check in on me constantly.. friends who just shown the meaning of unconditional love.
I woke up this morning with a smile in my face and joy in my heart… I felt thankful for all the blessings I have in my life now. Most of all, I thank God for placing great friends in my life….
Thank you M, MF, W & K.. 
